People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.
Yesterday, I had a daydream during school. That I passed out and then had to go to the hospital was diagnosed with a terminal disease…
And I smiled.
And I don’t know what that means anymore. Because I couldn’t do it myself, but the idea doesn’t scare me anymore and that’s…….really something.